Dating

I do have placement updates to tell you. I had a 6 month old precious baby for less than a week and now a 3 month old angel. I am in love. My heart will be broken. More on that later. Oh and trip updates. Yikes, I'm behind.

I honestly need suggestions, advice, guidance, whatever it may be. I have decided to date. I am single (This made me giggle when I proof read it. Hopefully I'm single and dating). Very little support. Very few people I trust with the girls. And I'm dating. HOW DOES THIS WORK????

I don't want to leave them but I want to spend time with him. I'm not ready for them to meet or for him to come over after bedtime especially since neither of them sleep through the night.

I met a very very nice guy. This is very new to me. I have never been with a nice guy before. He is kind, loving, showers me with attention and compliments, and is so thoughtful. He remembers things I like and goes out of his way to make me happy. I have always dated the polar opposite. Aggressive, violent, demeaning, insecure, adolescent temper, you name it, that was my man. Its taken me a little while to get use to him but now that I have, I am totally falling for him. When I do fall, I fall hard. I'm trying really hard not to.

I want to see him. Often. But how do I do this? What is the norm? Ugh help....

K-